A comment on another post suggested that the Anglican Church is dying. It immediately reminded me of confirmation class—almost 50 years ago!—when our Rector said that the mission of the Anglican church was to disappear. In the context of that class, the comment was about Anglicanism’s role in the Body of Christ. He didn’t use Newman’s term “via media,” but very clearly he was pointing to the historical mediating role of Anglicanism between Catholic and Protestant, which he saw as on a convergence path after many centuries. Most of us would use different categories today, after the rise of to dominance of evangelicalism in the US, the vagaries of the ecumenical movement, and the emergence of the charismatic movement in the older “mainline” churches. (If we can even use that term now.)

Fifty years is not much more than a hiccup in church history, for me it is a lifetime. The church of my youth was a somewhat conflicted, but mostly stable farm-town parish. I didn’t find out for over thirty years that it was heavily dependent on my father—the lone tithing profession in the congregation. When he moved to BC in 1973, the parish lost 25% of its income. It has never really recovered. The churches of our town in the ‘50’s were a fairly self-satisfied lot, without a lot of fervour anywhere, except maybe at the Pentecost Church—about whom most of knew nothing, save that their pastor was a very odd duck indeed.

By the time I left for University, the turmoil of the ‘60’s was well underway. Kennedy was dead, the Vietnam War was beginning to impinge on people’s consciousness, and the hippy movement was just beginning. The church group I joined at the U. of Alberta was in the forefront of ecumenism, and for the first time I heard preaching on issues of daily relevance. It was truly an eye-opener, and it changed my spiritual perspective for life. I had my consciousness raised.

In 1970, I returned to my home town to teach school. In fairly short order, I found myself on the parish vestry, an experience which drove me away from the church for the rest of my twenties. There was no life there, no excitement about the Gospel, no interest in being leaven in society. Instead, at one meeting we spent two hours debating where to get the best deal on garbage cans. If that’s what the church is all about, it might as well die!

When my wife and I returned to church life, it seemed automatic that we would go to the Anglican Church. We were both cradle Anglicans, and we didn’t have any good reason to go elsewhere. If I had found something like what I had experienced before, I might well not have stayed. The fact is, I did stay, because I found within the church some others (not everyone, thank God!) who thought like me, and especially I came under the influence of a priest who encouraged me to use my gifts. What I realized a while later was that I could not be a member of any church which discouraged independent thought. Anglicanism seemed to me to be a faith which expected people to think. Give people the tools, and let them go to work. If at times others produce results that you don’t agree with…well, we just have to learn to live with that, at least within the broad bounds of orthodoxy.

For me, the church is very much alive, and most alive when it is engaged in Spirit-informed debate. We may not last forever, but while we live, we have a mission. For me, that mission is summed up best in the last three promises of the Baptismal Covenant in the Book of Alternative Services: proclamation by word and example, loving service in Christ’s name, building peace and justice.

I often come back to this thought: the church—the One Holy Catholic and Apostolic Body of Christ—is a provisional reality, given to the world to proclaim the Lord’s death until he comes (see 1 Cor 11:26). No church is intended to last forever, including the Anglican Church of Canada. We may be in numerical decline at this time, but there’s still life and vigour in these old bones.

I will continue faithful to my Baptismal promises and my ordination vows, knowing that numbers are only part of the story. Dying? I hope not. But, if God wills it, so be it.