I
spent a considerable amount of my time this past week going over the reports
distributed this morning, which we will officially receive at next Sunday’s
Annual Meeting. The reports tell stories of what various individuals and groups
within the congregation have done in the past year. Together they give a
picture of what it means to be the church in this place and at this
time—“being” expressed in “doing.” The reports do not tell the whole story—that
would be impossible—but they do help us to understand who we are at this time
through what we have done. They also point us towards what we may be becoming.
The
contemporary religious scholar commentator Joan Chittister once wrote:
Goodness is a process of becoming, not of being. What
we do over and over again is what we become in the end.
We
could take this saying and substitute a lot of different words for “goodness.”
Her point, of course, is that making a habit of something eventually makes it
part of us. If we discipline ourselves to do things that may not necessarily
come naturally we will find in time that they do be come part of our
nature—they will come naturally.
When
Paul wrote to the
Paul
wants his new converts in Corinth to “become Church,” living daily into the
gospel he had preached to them, with their individual and corporate lives
helping to proclaim that same gospel to the world around them. There is no
sense of having arrived at a goal in this letter, but always the call to move
ahead, to mature in the faith, always becoming more truly one in Christ—becoming
Church in the deepest sense.
That
same call comes to us today, almost 2,000 years later, daily to become more
truly Church, never believing we have arrived, but knowing that God is not
finished with us yet. There is still work to do.
There
will always be work to do, as we strive by the grace of God to become the church
God has called us to be. We don’t always see clearly what that work is,
understand its purpose. But that’s OK. Paul told his people that “now we see in a mirror, dimly,” a
reminder that our understanding of God and God’s ways are always limited, and
more than that—that we never fully understand the objects of our love. As Bruce
Epperly has written (Christian Century, Jan. 26, 2010, p. 20), Paul
portrays
…the agnosticism of
love…although we pretend to know all about those we love and serve, we in fact “know
only in part.”
He
goes on to say
This agnosticism is
a gift, a good thing, for when we think we fully know others or assume to know
what’s best for them, we are on the verge of objectifying or manipulating them.
Paul’s
beautiful ode to love is well-known for its frequent use at weddings, but is
really aimed at the church, and at what binds it together, helping it to become
church. And that, of course, is love. Not the hearts and flowers love of
Valentine’s Day, but the day-by-day commitment to each other that builds true
community, whether in a marriage or in a church. What pulls us forward into the
future is the sense that this present reality is only a partial fulfillment of
what God intended—the best is always yet to come. As Paul said,
Now I know only in
part; then I will know fully…
Hope
for God’s future gives us the motivation to continue working to build up God’s
people—always becoming church, but never perfected in this life. The future
pulls us ever forward.
Just
as don’t see the way ahead clearly, we can often feel ourselves unequal to the
task before us. And that’s OK too. We’re in good company, with Jeremiah and
almost every other prophet of the Old and New Testament who answered God’s
call. Jeremiah said,
Truly I do not know
how to speak,
for I am only a boy.
God
wasn’t having any of that. Jeremiah’s sense of unworthiness and inability was
no barrier to God. God gave the prophet words and the heart to speak them, even
when the message he was to proclaim was more that he or many others could bear.
God
is never finished with us, whether as a church or as individuals. The call
still comes to be God’s people, doing God’s work, speaking God’s words in the
world—and all in the power of the love that only God can give to us.
Without
that love, that holy desire to live and to be for others, we are nothing.
With
that love, we are on the road to becoming what God wishes for his people—his
church, his body, his hands and feet and voice in this world.